The smell of cold coffee and floor wax filled the precinct basement and the air was heavy. The officer stood at the back of the room and he adjusted the leather of his duty belt. He reached up and he touched the metal on his chest.
The badge was a temporary piece and it felt light. It was made of thin metal and the edges were sharp but the weight was wrong. A real badge has a curve and it has a pull and it sits deep in the fabric of the navy blue wool. This one sat on top and it looked like a toy.
His original badge was a custom piece and it was struck from solid brass. It had been his for six years and it had a dent from a night in a parking lot on the edge of town. A piece of gravel or a piece of lead had struck the center seal and the blue enamel was gone from the sky behind the state capitol building.
The metal was his identity and the damage was his history. He had sent it back to the vendor for a reproduction but the vendor told him to wait. The vendor said the process takes and the officer counted the days and the
